I have had a hard time moving to this apartment. I felt like my last apartment was my home. It is the place I grew into an adult and really faced the reality of responsibilities. I learned how to be 
me and how to deal with difficult situations. Through it all I had minimal problems with the apartment. The biggest thing that took place was the infamous floods. Yes floods. I had two. One minor and the other major. But I recovered got back up on my feet and was able to keep going. I hardly called maintenance. Now that we have moved I feel like maintenance is on speed dial. There are problems with this place every time we turn around. Tonight the fridge and freezer are dying. All of my food is starting to thaw out and that makes me nervous. Luckily the maintenance will do an emergency call on it. I just feel like this apartment does not want me here. We have light shortages, doors that don't lock, internet issues, phone issues, faucets dripping, air condition dripping, etc. I can keep on going. This place is just frustrating. 816 is not my home. The only thing
I can call home about is that I live here with my new groom. He makes it feel like my home not this place itself. Maybe apart of me feels like I hurt 816's feelings. I always feel that "things" have feelings. I shouldn't have talked so ugly about it from the get go. I am just having a hard time adjusting. I think it is definitely better than when we moved in, but still having trouble. Still waiting on the maintenance man to come. And waiting and waiting. Well, I hope he can fix it. He is here. YEA!!!Let's see. I have faith in you 816, I have faith.
So, how did dinner go? Mexican again for the sixth meal. MMM, how can I not like that? Well, of course you know the diet so here is how I did tonight in a nutshell. I had fajita chicken nachos and water. I ate a total of 2 chips out of the bowl ahead of time. Kind of amazed by my will power. I keep telling myself that I will be okay if I don't over indulge. It is okay to not over indulge and still somewhat be satisfied. I have not had a real coke since Sunday night. Don't worry Coke Zero is giving me my caffeine fix without the calories and sugars. : )
me and how to deal with difficult situations. Through it all I had minimal problems with the apartment. The biggest thing that took place was the infamous floods. Yes floods. I had two. One minor and the other major. But I recovered got back up on my feet and was able to keep going. I hardly called maintenance. Now that we have moved I feel like maintenance is on speed dial. There are problems with this place every time we turn around. Tonight the fridge and freezer are dying. All of my food is starting to thaw out and that makes me nervous. Luckily the maintenance will do an emergency call on it. I just feel like this apartment does not want me here. We have light shortages, doors that don't lock, internet issues, phone issues, faucets dripping, air condition dripping, etc. I can keep on going. This place is just frustrating. 816 is not my home. The only thing
I can call home about is that I live here with my new groom. He makes it feel like my home not this place itself. Maybe apart of me feels like I hurt 816's feelings. I always feel that "things" have feelings. I shouldn't have talked so ugly about it from the get go. I am just having a hard time adjusting. I think it is definitely better than when we moved in, but still having trouble. Still waiting on the maintenance man to come. And waiting and waiting. Well, I hope he can fix it. He is here. YEA!!!Let's see. I have faith in you 816, I have faith.So, how did dinner go? Mexican again for the sixth meal. MMM, how can I not like that? Well, of course you know the diet so here is how I did tonight in a nutshell. I had fajita chicken nachos and water. I ate a total of 2 chips out of the bowl ahead of time. Kind of amazed by my will power. I keep telling myself that I will be okay if I don't over indulge. It is okay to not over indulge and still somewhat be satisfied. I have not had a real coke since Sunday night. Don't worry Coke Zero is giving me my caffeine fix without the calories and sugars. : )
So that was a fun night. At least Russel was nice and understanding after driving all the way from Plano. And wasn't it nice to hear that we were far from the worst he'd seen with that freezer problem.
ReplyDeleteHere is the only drawback I see, another late night. I didn't expect him to be there until 10:30 and then, like idiots, we stayed up to finish Survivor.