Time

It seems that time just passes me by. I'm not really sure why I created this blog, because I ignore it daily. Honestly, I had to create it for a school project and in reality we never used them. I then thought it would be a cool idea to journal my thoughts, ideas, and just anything else up in this brain of mine, but sadly that came to a close. It just took more time than I was willing to invest.

I have never been one to write or even read for that matter. I honestly hate both of them and I'm a reading teacher. Hate is a strong word, so dislike both of them. I never grasped reading or writing like others. I always felt there were other ways to be spending my time. I can't sit and concentrate on any one thing, because my mind is always on the move. People have told me to read when I go to be and I think reading is not meant for bed. If I am going to get in bed then I am going to lie down and watch T.V. to put myself to sleep. I just don't get tired by reading, I get bored. And if reading is so great then why do people put themselves to sleep at night with it? Don't get me wrong I do read, but only when I am away from distractions. Which means on an airplane, in an airport, or just bored out of my mind in a hotel. I usually read three to four books a year and that is a lot for me. Again no desire to make time for it.

So, what do I do with my time? I really can't say, because I am not sure of it. I think my mind swirls with activities to create. I always felt I was not creative and that I did not have any artistic talent, so I think I search for things to do to become artistic. Sadly this turns into a waste of money and time. I'm like a child with a new toy. I play with my idea and try some things for a couple of weeks and off to the corner it goes. My mind thinks further through the process and I realize it will take time and I'm not going to give it.

I guess I will sit and wonder what I do with my time. If I figure it out I will let you know.